Fragments

I’m sad.

I’m drained.

I’m immature.

I’m not learning how to be a grown up.

I’m irresponsible.

I’m alone.

I’m needy.

I want comfort.

I want love.

I want to do stuff.

I want to act on motivation.

I want an organized life.

I want someone to be proud of me.

I want to be appreciated.

I want love.

I want support.

I want understanding.

I want change

I want compromise

I want

I’m stubborn

I’m selfish

I’m compassionate

I’m creative

I’m careful

I’m careless

I’m funny

I’m an athlete

I’m out of shape

I try to hard

I’m ridiculous

I don’t have self esteem

I’m moody

I’m a shopper

I’m thoughtful

I’m a people person

I’m a beast

I’m lazy

I like rain

I don’t like wind and rain

I love boating

I want to live in New Zealand

I want to save money

I want new things

I want friends

I want to be me without trying so hard

I want a companion

I loved and love my cat and dog

I want them back…to hold, to love and to love me back.

I want love

I want to change

I want to make someone proud

I want sleep

I cry

I’m weak

I want to look different

I want to impress

I want to awe

I don’t want to intimidate…most days

I don’t want to come across arrogant

I don’t want to be judged or accused

I want peace

I feel hurt

I feel crazy

I want peace

I want love

I want beauty

I want comfort

I want stability

I want peace

I want to be heard

I want to be listened to

I want to be understood

I’m confused

I’m confusing

I stutter

I don’t want to eat

I want to vomit

I want to weep

I want to be held

I want to be apologized to

I want it to be real

I want my ‘wants’ to be important to someone

I don’t want to deal with reality

I don’t want puffy dark eyes

I want steak and mashed potatoes and corn

I want to drink

I want sleep

I want good dreams

I want more pillows

I like cool sheets

I want to redecorate my room

I want change

I want fashion

I don’t want to have any thoughts

I want peace

I’m feeling everything

I want to feel peace

I want to smile

I want a back rub

I want my mom to make me a sandwich

I want to be fun

I want to make people laugh

I want to be trustworthy

I want to change

I want to be changed

I want others to change

I don’t want to want people to change

I don’t want to want so much

I don’t want to be selfish

I want to create

I want to be perfect at volleyball

I want to play all the time

I want love

I want to love

I want to share love

I want to be clean

I’m hard to get along with

I don’t open up

I share things right away

I have a broken heart

I have broken trust

I want to feel safe

I want peace

I like soft things

I like the touch of a hand

I like a hand that comforts and puts me at ease

I don’t like to be touched

I want truth

I don’t want to eat

I want to shower

I want whiter teeth

I want an even complexion and skin tone

I want to be tan

I want to be 6 foot

I want to be cool

I like to have fun

I want to be active

Stubbing my toe is one of my most intolerable pains

I love playing sports

I like to be good at stuff

I want to work on cars

I like the show Seinfeld

I like making fun of everyday life

I own a clip on tie

I have my nose pierced

I have my ears pierced

I wear temporary tattoos

I have athletic legs

I am unhappy with my body

I’m jealous

I have a lot of sunglasses

Lots of shoes

Lots of clothes

So many t-shirts

I can do a lot of things, why wont I?

I like seeing other people’s creativity

I like doodles

I like taking pictures

I’m emotional

I am easily read when I want to be

People don’t get to know me

People like me

I’m a good worker

I like taking Nyquil when I'm sick

My name means: caring one; I think it’s true

I love my momma

I love when she is happy

I’m sad if I can’t make her happy

I have a difficult relationship with my dad

I like summer

I don’t like being cold, but if I am I love cuddling in a cushy comfy blanket

I like to relax

I like to quote movies

I’m not good enough

I can always do something more

I always do something wrong

I can never explain my thoughts out loud

I can’t defend myself

I’m scared

I want love

I want peace

I want comfort

I lose control

I weep

I buried my uncle

I hurt

I played air drums and air guitar with his son/my cousin at the service

I like not knowing what will happen in the next minute

I want control

I am on a need to know basis

I treasure the times I spend with my family

I want to design

I like the way my voice sounds when I sing into a fan

I would fit in well with singers in the 30’s

I like photography

I am a thief of others creativity

I am passionate

I am a reassurance-aholic

I like cassettes

I miss my alero

My mind is boggled by so many things

I hunger to learn

I have too often missed my chances to learn and absorb

Peace and love

Deep down we all need acceptance

Fragments

Roller coasters

The smell of a new box of crayons

Dancing

The touch of someone’s hand(s)

Being held

Laughing until a point of collapse

Surprises bring me joy

I love to surprise or be surprised

It is hard to surprise me

I don’t agree with fighting

I am violent

I want to retaliate

Music exhilarates me

It forms a relationship with my ears, mind, voice and self

I love looking into someone’s eyes and seeing a smile without looking anywhere else

I like scarves

I collect sunglasses

I am a hat person but own none

Vintage

Professional

I will share my thoughts but not my French fries

I want admiration

I am bittersweet with my malleable personality

I love the feeling of accomplishment

I enjoy having work to do

I love getting my work done

I wish I didn’t have to work

I want to travel and explore

I don’t want to need money

I hope to find true love

I want to be pursued

I want to be wooed

I seek too much acknowledgement

I dwell too much on acceptance

I want to put my strength to the test

I want comfort

I want to be content

I want a machine that records every millisecond of thought in my head and writes it down

I don’t hate much at all

I hate mowing

I want a companion

I want animals

I have a caring soul

I need volleyball to remain me

I want stability

I am spur of the moment

I want to un-think

I want beauty

I want comfort

I want love

I want peace