Songs In My Head - Lucky

Love Jason Mraz and Colbie. And even though this song gets played a lot...well in my room at least, and in a few other rooms I'm guessing...I still love it. And it gets stuck in my head a lot recently. I think because I long for a love like this. And until that guy comes along, I have my best friends now that I deeply deeply love. And so this song goes to them...


Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

STOP. HAMMER TIME!

Bah humbug...Well here I am typing again on this awesome blog that I only remember every once in awhile. I am trying to make it cooler and so far have not succeeded at all. I that somehow a reflection on me? Since I'm not cool I'm incapable of creating something coool?? That's sad...
I changed up the colors a bit and tried to add some video things, but that just made me more disappointed because I can't pick and choose what videos go up. It's pretty lame in the life of one who doesn't know how to make a neat organized fun interesting blog. All in all the stoked factor of having this little blog has immensely lowered to a meek "whoo hoo I have this thing...coool"
I will not give up though. well, I might.
But it seems I have come to the conclusion that blogs are only cool if:

1. You have a reason for one (Ex. If you are in another country and want to keep people updated or if you are an artist, like me, and want a place to show your portfolio).
2. You know how to do stuff on it (meaning knowing how to do more than just type your thoughts in a few billion posts).
3. ........ Uh, well those 2 reasons are really all I got so far.

So rather than continue to complain I might as well tell anyone reading this how the life of Em C. Hammer has been lately.
I learned that I really enjoy making silly random poems for people. Always starting out with 'Roses are red...' and then completely changing the rest into a comical yet sentimental outpour of my true feelings for them. :)
I also learned that cleaning when I am really pissed off, helps. Not only is it productive, but it somehow gets rid of all my anger and just plumb tuckers me out. Having all of my things clean now has actually improved my mood a tid bit. It seems I really like having everything all neat and tidy.
I am doing horrible in school and it is really stressing me out. I know what I should be doing...but I can't do it. I think Paul would understand me here. I want to do good...I want to go to class....I want to get my homework done...and I also want to sleep the rest of my life. It doesn't mesh well. And I can't explain it to anyone. I'm not a slacker...I promise. But life seems to be slipping out of my grasp most of the time.
I learned that I might be a Shop-oholic. Getting new stuff makes me feel better. Then it sucks when I realize how much money I have crapped away. But sometimes random purchases like a Venus Fly Traps and 150 temporary tattoos are just necessary for my well being.

Ok that's enough. I'll for sure be back for more. But for now....

STOP.

HAMMERTIME.

neeh neh neh neh...neh neh ...neh neh Can't touch this